If one more person tells me at least you have your son I think I am going to scream.
I know they are trying to be well meaning, I even find myself humouring them by agreeing when really I want to scream well no actually the fact I have him takes nothing away from how I am feeling today.
Do they think I don't appreciate the son I have enough?
Do they honestly think that it will make all this heartache lessen?
Get real!
When I lost my first daughter they couldn't say it, he wasn't born then. Now it's like well you have him, so the pain wont be as bad?
Well let me tell you it hurts as much today as it did the first time only now I have 2 babies to grieve for so actually the pain has doubled.
And I love all 3 of my children here or in heaven as much as each other so it's not ok that at least I have my son. I should have all 3 here causing a houseful of chaos.
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