I have been unable to write about the funeral service yet, it's too painful.
Meanwhile I have been trying to keep busy and the school holidays have meant I have a little man to entertain and his birthday party to organise. I break down often but it's in private and i seem to be managing to cope with day to day life without being a total wreck.
My son made me smile tonight. we looked at the sky and i asked him which 2 stars were his sisters and we chose two bright shining ones. As we walked towards the house he hugged me tight and told me I was his best shining star. A precious moment I will treasure i wonder if his sisters told him to say that? Oh gosh I am crying again, time to sign off...
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